whew... what a month!! ( ◞ ⌓ ◟)
since things didn't go well in may, i had a lot planned for the new month ahead. however, as the odds are almost as always agaisn't me, something needed to happen, right? so i got dengue and had symptoms for fifteen days. it was terrible.
i received an iv drip for the first time in eight years and felt like absolute trash!! and before i knew it, we were already in the middle of june. oof.
i couldn't find the energy to do the things i had planned, nor could i find the mindset to even try to improve my mental state. it was truly an exhausting month (•́ ᴖ •̀) but here's a summary of it:
- i didn't read any books in june, i but started "pure color" and finally understood something from it lol
- saw ive live!! they are so pretty.. liz my beautiful daughter..
- i had a meeting about my thesis after a month since i talked with my professor, and it didn't go as planned. i still don't know what i should talk about and it's driving me crazy
- did my nails for ive's concert and i loved them! they are longer than what i'm used to, but they make me feel pretty!!
- i decided to give bullet journaling another shot since i'm craving a sense of routine nowadays. i did a mid-year setup and july monthly log!
- i wore clothes that i never dared to before and felt feminine, which is something that i unfortunately struggle a lot with
- i spent way too much on delivery food. not exactly proud of that.
- got gomdo lee as a gift from be. and i've never been happier!! i love my son and i would DIE for him
- four weeks without picking myself!
- discovered a new dish to eat at the shopping mall
- bought some flowers to ag. and la. ♡
- i might be in a depressive episode but i'm trying to not think too much about it
for next month..
even though i'm having more bad days than good, i hope july will be an overall better month! i will try to make it happen ٩(^ᗜ^ )و
- i want to finish at least a book!
- i'd like to watch a movie or two.. it's been a while
- journal everyday and try to use my bullet journal daily
- buy dream's concert ootd
- remake my kpop page as the design and color of it it's bothering me
- understand the opensheet thingy to do my photocard directory!!
- new website layout?? not vibing the pixel font and colors anymore either.. yikes...
- figure it out my thesis!!!!!! asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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