november
2025
- i got really stressed because of uni, but i finally sent the final version of my thesis! nothing went as planned and i'm still anxious about the presentation but i believe things will work out eventually! i just want to graduate for gods sake!!!!!!
- other than that, it was a chill month? i didn't hang out with friends much but when i did it was a lot of fun
- i tried working with clay and it turned out horrendous. i truly admire artists LOL
- nct dream released their new album and its great!! it never ceases to amaze me how they keep putting great music and performances... my talented family..
- i feel like i keep mentioning this but i spent more money than ever this month again.. (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝) when will my relationship with money improve?
- while doom scrolling on tiktok i found out about sleep token and since i can't be casual about anything in my life, i've been listening to them nonstop and i won't stop until it consumes my entire being (i really like vessel and ivy..)
- i truly hate when i suddenly become obsessed with something because it becomes all i think and talk about, and i feel extremely annoying to everyone else because of that. then i start to think i'm crazy and it's pretty exhausting to have all these feelings all at once and all of sudden
- with that being said, i'm planning to do my nails next month inspired by "even in arcadia" cover! i'm not sure if it will work out but let's gooo ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-
- filó is in that playful kitten phase where she bites all the time and it's really frustrating because no one at home takes it seriously (•᷄- •᷅ ;) i don't want her to be a nippy cat when she grows up
- i'm currently thinking about my journal lineup for 2026! i might write something about it here once i decide everything
- a friend of mine lent me an html/css course, and i'm trying to complete it before redesigning the whole website so it's still fresh in my mind! this time, i want something lighter (pink you served me well, thank you) and maybe have a theme switcher? like.. a dark, green, pink version, etc. not being able to see my website differently it's probably why i get bored with it. and i keep avoiding updates (content wisely) because i want to change the layout;;
- Finally finished a book. and hated it. but i'm closer to my goal of reading 25 books this year! there's only one left right now
- also watched two whole movies!!!!! surprising since i rarely want to watch anything
- by this time i should start planning 2026 but i still can't phantom that the year is almost over. it went by so fast it's scary..
songs on repeat
- focus - hearts2hearts
- rizz - xlov
- dangerous - sleep token
- beat it up - nct dream
- tricky - nct dream
- granite - sleep token
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