february
2026
- it feels weird starting my monthly log with february, and to be honest, a bit demotivating. i knew 2026 would be different, but a lot of things happened already in the first month of the year that made me feel vulnerable, anxious and sad. not to mention that december was just as bad
- i've already read 12 books, and i feel like i've never read that much before - last year i only read 27 books in total. so that's great! but it feels like i'm using books as an escape. booooooring.
- february seemed to last forever, yet it also went by super fast. not having a rotine anymore is making time slip through my fingers and makes the passage of time feel unreal, if that makes sense. i just feel numb overall
- to avoid overthinking, i decided to re-do the website, something i had been planning for a long time. i'm glad i did it because i'm really satisfied with how it turned out, and i think the colors i chose are the prettiest part. maybe now it will motivate me to try to write here more often! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
- i bought a charger for my phone from 10 years ago and it actually charged! it got me off guard seeing the photos and music i had saved… i'm truly a new person now.. wow.. i might just use it to take photos because it looks nice ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ
- i'm feeling a bit desesperate with the current state of my life right now, and things are incredibly hard at home as well. i don't really know how to cope or how to stop pretending that everything is fine. i feel like my bubble could burst at any moment
- filó is as big as ever, and she has lost three baby teeth!!
- i'm excited for march because i will see riize live ♬ ♪ ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و and honestly, that's the main reason i'm looking forward to it lol
- i cried a lot this month
- and my knee still hurts a lot
- como o bad bunny disse eu realmente devia tirar mais fotos
songs on repeat
- 404 new era - kiiikiii
- sugar - sleep token
- rude - hearts2hearts
- what it is - nct jnjm
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