hey there! it's been a year since my last "monthly" update, so bear with me if i'm a bit rusty. ｡ﾟ(ノдヽ)ﾟ｡

july was a mix of a lot happening and not much at all. i had a super important presentation for my thesis (finally!), and i was really anxious about it. it was also a tough day because it was the anniversary of my cat lua's passing. so yeah. but everything went well and the defense committe praised me! yay! now i just need to finish up the final thesis, and boom: i'll graduate!

• i got a haircut and hated it, like always.
• saw my friends after a while and we played mario kart! i had a blast since i've never played it before
• did my nails inspired by my haechan-tomato doll and they turned out super cute :) also spent the day with b.
• nct dream released "go back to the future" and i'm obsessed! my favorite track is i like it along with 'bout you. life gets brighter when your favorite boyband releases new music
• treated myself to an early birthday gift: two nct dream albums because they were wayyy too cheaper. i even thought i was being scammed, but everything arrived safely, and i even got the photocard i wanted. life is good! (sometimes)
• had a "deco date" with some friends, and it was so fun to hang out with people who share the same hobbies! plus, everyone was on the older side, which made it even nicer. (i might talk about it on a journal entry some day, since being older and having the same hobbies as i did when i was a child is something that interests me lmao)
• finished reading "the reading list" by sara nisha adams and gave it five stars!
• my fuggler arrived and hes so fucking ugly that i cried. i love him

i'm not gonna lie: life has been extremely uneventful. boring, even. i'm tired of the monotonous routine and living the same day over and over - it's kind of scary. the idea of life passing through my fingers while i'm not doing anything keeps me up at night but, oddly enough, i just don't have the energy nor the motivation to change anything.

my birthday's next month and i'm feeling pretty unmotivated about it. which is new because i usually try to get myself hyped up a little bit. maybe it's because my age is becoming a little too serious and i'm at the same pace as i was five years ago. i don't know, it's all a bit complicated. overly complicated.

• bttf - nct dream
• blue jeans - hana
• i like it - nct dream
• worthy - the home team