whew... what a month!! 😩😩😩

since stuff didn't go well in may i had a lot of stuff planned for the new month ahead. but as the odds are almost as always agaisn't me something needed to happen, right? so i got dengue by the end of the month and had symptoms for fifteen days. it was awful. i got an iv drip for the first time in eight years and felt like absolute trash!! and before i knew it we were already in the middle of june oof.

i couldn't find the energy to do the stuff i planned neither the mindset to even try to get better mentally. it was truly an exhausting month :( but here's a summary of it:

• didn't read any books in june.. but started pure color and finally understood something from it lol
• saw ive live!! they are soso pretty.. liz my beautiful daughter..
• had a meeting about my thesis after a month since i talked with my professor and it didn't go as planned. still don't know what i should talk about and it's driving me nuts
• did my nails for ive's concert and i loved it! it's longer than what i am used to but it makes me feel pretty :P
• decided to give another try to bullet journaling as i'm craving for a sense of routine nowadays. did a mid-year setup + july monthly log!
• used clothes that i never dared to before.. felt feminine! (something that i unfortunately struggle a lot with)
• spent too much with delivery food. not exactly proud of that.
• got gomdo lee as a gift from b. and i've never been happier before!! i love my son and i will DIE for him
• four weeks without picking myself!
• discovered a new dish to eat at the shopping mall
• bought some flowers to a. and l. 💖
• probably in a depressive episode but trying to not think too much about it

for next month..

although i'm having more bad days than good ones hopefully july will be an overall better month! will try to make it happen 🥳

• i want to finish at least a book!
• watch a movie or two.. it's been a while
• journal everyday and try to use my bullet journal daily
• buy dream's concert ootd
• remake my kpop page as the design and color of it it's bothering me
• understand the opensheet thingy to do my photocard directory!!
• new website layout?? not vibing the pixel font and colors anymore either.. yikes...
• figure it out my thesis!!!!!! asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!