september
oh my gooood - real representation of september
- saw nct dream. literally the best day of my life. never thought i could love chenle more but i do. he is so pretty wtf
- had the worst week in the whole year lol
- i was drained (physically and mentally) after dream's concert so i postponed therapy but that meant not having a session at all this month and it somehow made me worse
- saw d. a lot since she was traveling back to korea.. and we don't know when she'll come back...(* •︠ ̯ •︡)
- ate gimbap for the first time since d's mom made it to us!!
- finally got a. gift! it was fun eating snacks from france for the first time (and surprisingly, it tasted good! no idea what i actually expected from french snacks tbh)
- not that awful realizations about my thesis but it made me anxious nevertheless
- reseted the sober app way too much
- t*eil's news made me rethink about my 127 albums collection and i'm still not sure what i should do. yikes
- discovered the world of cash stuffing/condensing and budgeting on youtube and i've been watching these types of videos almost everyday
- i feel like i had three lives this month alone
- redid my kpop collection spreadsheets :P i like it
songs (on repeat)
- rains in heaven - nct dream
- instead - xdinary heroes
- dunk shot - nct wish
- kehlani remix - jordan adetunji, kehlani
- gottasadae - bewhy
- steady - nct wish
for next month
- use my notebooks actively again. write anything i don't care just do it
- start writing my thesis
- go back to read a bit everyday before bed
- go to the gym at least four days a week
- be more mindful of my expenses
- have more better days than bad ones..
august
a lot of stuff at the last week of august happened and because of that i didn't had the time to actually write here so just a little sum up!
- got some early birthday gifts
- had a picnic with friends to celebrate my birthday! it was really fun and i felt really loved (՞•͈ᴥ•͈՞)♡⃛
- the last three days of the month went by super fast because i had a lot of stuff to do with my friends before nct's concert
- went to two museums! + karaoke
- started some books and didn't finish any of them. going on a really bad reading slump
songs (on repeat)
- cozy - jeremy zucker, lauv, alexander 23
- delusion:all - one ok rock
- roses - jaehyun
july
not exactly sure how to sum up july. i had an okay month overall but i didn't journal and deleted a lot of photos on my phone so i don't quite remember what happened lol
- got some early birthday gifts
- saw avsp!! thank god!!!
- managed to study a bit and got the courage to email my professor
- might have an idea for my thesis!
- my stuff for nct dream's concert arrived :D
- spent more than i'm proud of. again. yikes
- got out of my reading slumping! three full books and started two before the month finished
- didn't do my nails this month because i'm letting them breath for a while..
- finally took vitamin d!
- went to a collector event :P
- had good food and a good time with my friends. maybe life is about that.
songs (on repeat)
- kaleidoscope - chappell roan
- lights on - weeekly
- alibi - sevdaliza, pabllo vittar, yseult
- walk - nct 127
- gas - nct 127
- page (a story that reached me) - weeekly
- 活下去愛下去 - chenle
books
- arlindo - illustralu
- felix ever after - kacen callender
- pure colour - sheila heti
- house of hunger - alexis hunderson
media
- watched lover stalker killer with l. and ehhhhh i knew what was going to happen in the first five minutes!!
- saw the prestige with l. and a. it made me all :o !!
for next month..
- birthday month!!!!!
- email b. for my thesis
- buy stuff for dream's concert (make a list for it)
- diy fan / bracelets
- use my journal. please
- finish two books
- new pages to website
- upload a youtube video
june
whew... what a month!! 😩😩😩
since stuff didn't go well in may i had a lot of stuff planned for the new month ahead. but as the odds are almost as always agaisn't me something needed to happen, right? so i got dengue by the end of the month and had symptoms for fifteen days. it was awful. i got an iv drip for the first time in eight years and felt like absolute trash!! and before i knew it we were already in the middle of june oof.
i couldn't find the energy to do the stuff i planned neither the mindset to even try to get better mentally. it was truly an exhausting month :( but here's a summary of it:
- didn't read any books in june.. but started pure color and finally understood something from it lol
- saw ive live!! they are soso pretty.. liz my beautiful daughter..
- had a meeting about my thesis after a month since i talked with my professor and it didn't go as planned. still don't know what i should talk about and it's driving me nuts
- did my nails for ive's concert and i loved it! it's longer than what i am used to but it makes me feel pretty :P
- decided to give another try to bullet journaling as i'm craving for a sense of routine nowadays. did a mid-year setup + july monthly log!
- used clothes that i never dared to before.. felt feminine! (something that i unfortunately struggle a lot with)
- spent too much with delivery food. not exactly proud of that.
- got gomdo lee as a gift from b. and i've never been happier before!! i love my son and i will DIE for him
- four weeks without picking myself!
- discovered a new dish to eat at the shopping mall
- bought some flowers to a. and l. 💖
- probably in a depressive episode but trying to not think too much about it
for next month..
although i'm having more bad days than good ones hopefully july will be an overall better month! will try to make it happen 🥳
- i want to finish at least a book!
- watch a movie or two.. it's been a while
- journal everyday and try to use my bullet journal daily
- buy dream's concert ootd
- remake my kpop page as the design and color of it it's bothering me
- understand the opensheet thingy to do my photocard directory!!
- new website layout?? not vibing the pixel font and colors anymore either.. yikes...
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figure it out my thesis!!!!!! asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!