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april 23, 2024

i'm trying for the nth time to keep a blog or something to just dump my awful thoughts. at first, i thought creating a bear-blog for more personal writings would be better, but right now, having one more thing to keep track of seems too intimidating and overwhelming. so, unfortunately, this journal page will have a lot of unlabeled stuff. although i'm more of an analogic person (i literally do everything by hand and i love to keep notebooks), i feel like writing in english on a computer is less intimidating and cringe than writing in my notebooks lol despiting the english language but still needing to use it or i will get rust is my villain story.

anyways! i want to do a lot of stuff here on neocities, but i am too lazy to actually learn html and css properly, so i'm just dealing with bits of bad code that i've managed to understand from tutorials (っ｡‸◟ c) i honestly wanted to give up since i'm not in the right headspace to commit to learn something from scratch, but if i keep avoiding it, i won't achieve anything in life and hey! this is something i created to pass my time, its not a responsibility.. so i will do everything that i can without rushing myself.

life has been weird, and i don't want to live, but i'll manage to get through another week as i always do and try to believe a little better in myself.

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